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How My Children Helped Me Let Go Of Mommy Guilt

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How My Children Helped Me Let Go Of Mommy Guilt

Mommy guilt seems to be synonymous with parenting these days.  Some moms have an ideal of what kind of parent they want to be and are constantly monitoring their actions to make sure they measure up.  I admit, I was one of those moms plagued by mommy guilt, and if I’m being completely honest, at times I still am.  However, I shared an experience with my children that helped me to understand that even though I might not be Mom of the Year, I’m still doing a good job.

It all started one afternoon after the kids came home from school.  I was in the kitchen washing dishes while they played in the backyard.  As I was scrubbing the skillet I let my mind wander and started thinking about all the things I had left to do.  I was in the middle of getting myself worked up with thoughts of why in the world the house is so messy when I just cleaned it yesterday when I heard squeals of laughter coming from the backyard.

My two youngest were out back playing on the swing.  Seeing them swinging and laughing, enjoying each other’s company and not arguing jolted me into the present moment.  Suddenly the dirty dishes didn’t matter.  I couldn’t help but smile as I realized I was experiencing a full circle moment.   Let me explain.

How My Children Helped Me Let Go Of Mommy Guilt

As a kid, my family was poor and we didn’t have much. The financial hardships my family faced created a lot of dysfunction in our home and most of the time I just wanted to escape.  I spent most of my time indoors reading books and looking out my window at my neighbor’s backyard.

They had a playset and the kids were always outside having fun.  I suppose that’s why I came to associate swing sets with kids being happy at home.  I would watch my neighbor swing as high as he could on his swing and I imagined that he could reach the clouds and talk to God.  I fantasized about getting on my neighbor’s swing and swinging really high so I could tell God that I wanted my own swing set too.

When I had my own kids, I knew that I wanted them to have a swing set.  My husband didn’t share my obsession with swing sets and when I brought up getting one he was not on board.  He expressed that we needed to save money since I had just left my job to become a stay at home mom.  He also argued that we lived close to three parks.

Of course I was being driven by emotions and nostalgia and although my husband made perfect sense, I still set out to get a swing set.  Yes my kids could go to a park, but I want them to be happy at HOME.   Since my husband was being the rational human being that he often is (Fun! Fun! Fun!), I enlisted the help of my mother and mother in law.  My husband did not stand a chance.

I can still remember the look on his face when he opened the box the swing set came in and saw a thousand pieces of wood and even more screws and nails.  But you know what, seeing the kids out there today swinging as high as they could and laughing with joy made it all worth it.    It was exactly as I had envisioned when I set out on my quest to get them a swing set.  They were happy and free from worries.  Exactly what I wanted as a kid.

Sometimes on this parenting journey it’s easy to lose sight of the big picture when it comes to raising kids.  You get caught up in the day to day of running a household and worrying if you are doing it right.  If you’re not careful, mommy guilt will consume you and make your life a living hell.  That’s pretty much the funk I had been in.  I felt like I wasn’t spending enough time with my kids, I wasn’t doing enough to make them better students, I wasn’t doing enough to make them responsible, and the list goes on and on.  Whatever problems my kids faced, I attributed to me not being a good mother.

However, when I saw my kids outside, swinging high and giggling, it made me realize that even though the house is messy, the laundry is piled up, and I don’t always make home cooked meals, I’m still a good parent and my children’s happiness is a testimony to that.

For once I set aside the mommy guilt and stopped worrying about all the ways I fall short as a mom.   I left the dishes and my messy house alone and went outside to enjoy this moment with my children.  It’s not often that I feel like I’m “winning” as a parent.  I also don’t always appreciate how blessed I am and instead focus on all that I lack. But today is different.  I’m so grateful for the life I’ve been blessed with and you know what, I’m a pretty good mom.

I encourage you to set your mommy guilt aside for a moment and take some time to appreciate how truly blessed you are, even if things aren’t going how you want them to.  And while you’re at it, cut yourself some slack and tell yourself “I’m doing alright.”

 

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Comments

  1. Suzi T says

    February 22, 2016 at 9:37 am

    And it never leaves you! My kids are adults now and I still feel that mummy guilt!

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  2. Nicole says

    February 22, 2016 at 10:42 am

    Love this for various reasons, but mainly because a swing set also symbolized happiness to me as well. And I love the swinging so high you could talk to God.. Gave me chills and tears. So glad you were able to
    Go out and enjoy that precious moment with you children❤️

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  3. Emily, Our house now a home says

    February 22, 2016 at 10:51 am

    That is so great you are able to move past the Mommy guilt. I still get in those funks but really try to focus on my kids and what they get from me. We got this!

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  4. Jenny says

    February 22, 2016 at 11:13 am

    So sweet. It’s so hard to let go of that Mommy guilt sometimes. Thanks for sharing!

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  5. Crystal says

    February 22, 2016 at 1:01 pm

    Children’s joy is the best isn’t it?!? It always helps put things into perspective.

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  6. Cheri says

    February 22, 2016 at 2:39 pm

    My kids are in college and beyond and I still carry mommy guilt sometimes. But when they accomplish something they’d worked hard at, figure out something on their own, or go out of their way to help others I know there was something about mommying that I did right. Those are good moments.

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  7. Michele says

    February 22, 2016 at 5:52 pm

    I think we all have Mommy guilt. Why do we do that to ourselves? You should print out that photo and frame it as a tangible thing for your husband to see so he knows what it meant to you!

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  8. Kim @ This Ole Mom says

    February 22, 2016 at 9:40 pm

    That’s a beautiful photo of your children Yanique. They look very happy. I often have mommy guilt too. Thank you for sharing.

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  9. Agatha says

    February 23, 2016 at 5:00 am

    It is hard letting go of the mummy guilt and seeing the big picture. One good point u made is having a rational partner come into to the pic and it becomes clear!

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  10. Emily @ The Innovative Mama says

    February 24, 2016 at 11:06 am

    The dishes can definitely wait. I have mountains of laundry piled everywhere. The time is so fleeting, it’s definitely worth savoring every second you can while you have it!

    Reply

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